Saturday, March 31, 2007
:(
i m turning into an angsty teenager. seriously. i have never emo-ed for so long before. which is
bad.the first 3 months has been going wrong so far. everything just doesn't go smoothly. i suppose this is how life is supposed to be like, except that i haven't experienced it yet. i wonder whether it is me or whether things are really that bad. it must be my attitude, because if i try psycho-ing myself for a while, i feel much better. but the nagging feeling that everything's not going right justs keep coming back.
i don't really know what to do to solve the problems. i m not that desperate yet to do crazy things. but i should really try to improve the situation. i m just too slow in doing things, not "kia-su" enough.
it doesn't help that it is "survival of the fittest".
i just hope that it is a temporary bad patch.
i should just live into a kampong and be happy planting vegetables.
i really don't mind planting vegetables. :)
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
10:11 PM